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Lost You Forever Chapter 7: People Become Far Away and the Road Becomes Long — 73 Comments

  1. Thank you Koala! I’ve been waiting for this. Thank you for introducing me to this beautiful piece and because of this book i read DMY and now I’m reading YZG.
    I really appreciate your effort and dedication in translating these novels!

  2. why do I have this really weird feeling that the bug has another purpose beside being a link for people to feel pain? I have a feeling Xiang Liu did something sneaky but I guess it’ll be revealed in the future? I also love that Xiang Liu and Xiao Liu kissed so many times already but both of them gives two shits about it. Xiao Liu keep sayings she’s a guy but doesn’t protest another guy biting (sucking) her neck and kiss her to give her oxygen. lol what is this Xiao Liu ah? pseudo-shounen-ai? No sane person would believe you’re NOT a girl.

    Anyway, thanks Ms. Koala for your hard work and for sharing with us. There is no other way for me to enjoy Tong Hua’s beautiful works (except if they made it into a drama like BBJX) so you don’t know how much I love you for translating this. Also, are you superhuman? I follow some other blogs that does translation works but it would be a lucky week if they post even one chapter a week. You not only can translate a chapter once every other day (sometimes everyday), you also post regular posts too. These facts make me suspect you must be some kind of deity. I’m going to go ahead and be your first worshipper 😀

    • Air kissing while strolling the ocean floor – if that’s not a date then I don’t know what is. That Xiao Liu, she’s so freaking clueless sometimes. At least she knows Jing likes her and is just angry that he’s got a fiancee. I can’t handle her running around thinking all the men in her life just think she’s a barrel of laughs to hang out with.

  3. Thank you for your translation!

    During that chess match, Xuan’s emotion is flopping all over, from excited to annoyed back to excited. Xiao Liu is acting like an annoying sister, whilJing just dotes on her. If Xiao Liu says the sky is green, Jing would still agree. Xiao Liu is such a desperately lonely character and she can’t accept that good things can last. So she has to constantly remind herself, enjoy it while this lasts, but nothing lasts forever.

    I do wonder how Xiang Liu knows about the voodoo bug, since it is beyond rare. Oh, Xiang Liu, you poor fool. He is quite logical in using any advantage he can get. I’m not sure if I like or dislike that quality of his. The underwater swim could actually be considered a date. Beautiful scenery, handholding, teasing.

    Is Xiang Liu’s true form like the legendary [Greek] Hydra? I can’t really think of any other sea monster with multiple heads.

    • The way Jing dotes on Xiao Liu is precious. It’s not patronizing in the least, he genuinely thinks everything she does is the cutest thing ever. God, having a boyfriend like him is like….this type of perfection does not exist in the world.

      I love how Xiao Liu drives Xuan bonkers. They are hilarious together.

      • 桐华 has the ability to drive me crazy by having me second guess throughout the chapters which is the male character she cares most for. Which one does she love more. How does she manage to create such awesome male leads? Is it even possible? These men comes with their flaws but yet are all honest and bare about it. Each so amazing in their own ways, that we just cant feel but understand and want to root for them.
        Im refraining myself from discussing the story but Im so deep into the story that if I dont pen something, I am certainly going kuku! It must be hard to stay objective and rationale while translating all these!

  4. He really like her……to agree to her request to re-plant the bug into him…..I have a feeling he already knew the name and special intend of this special pair of bugs…So while they were underwater all the time, it was him who past him air…Xiului can’t breathe underwater rt? If not cos we already knew he is a she…rather weird to picture two guys kissing under water

  5. The name of the very rare pair of voodoo bugs Xiao Liu cluelessly raised is very very VERY important to the story. Not just to Xiao Liu and Xiang Liu, but will play critical roles many times down the road. It’s a huge spoiler to reveal it now so those who know please keep mum. But the clues are clear – Xiang Liu knows what it is but isn’t being completely honest with Xiao Liu. She just thinks if one hurts the other hurts, but that is just one effect of the bug.

    • Somehow I feel the writer purposely throw in this bone to take the scent away from another, leading one shipper to be in delusion when all along she has other plans. Kekeke.

    • I suspect it too that Xiang Liu knows about the nature of the bugs and also i think they are destined together since after the bugs are planted inside both of them, the walnut disappeared and Xiao Liu looked at it in wonder.

      Can’t wait to read the ending…:)

    • i think the purpose of the bugs is to bind two people together, like soul-mates…. thanx for psoting one chapter a day but could u make that two chapters a day :p:p

    • My guess is that the name of the voodoo bugs is something like the Lovers Bugs or similar. Heh, so weird to see the words “lovers” and “bugs” right next to each other. And to think Xiao Liu first put the bug in Xuan, and then later took it back. Oh, the irony. Is this foreshadowing?

    • Can’t it also means “insurance” for Xiangling. I know it sound romantic with the whole soulmate thing but Xiangling is also very resourceful. Jing and Xuan are very powerful and love XL, they also want to kill XL for political reasons too. But if the pain that xiangling feels will be felt by XL, and may even kill her, the bug is like life insurance for him. They won’t hurt or kill him if it would hurt XL. Or the bug doesn’t work that way? Bc if it did, wouldn’t XL have felt the arrow pierce though xuan?

  6. Wow, if my suspicion is right, I think we just found the soul mate. It makes me sigh happily, but I brace for the pain.

    Still trying to figure out how Xuan is the lead, we’ve hardly seen him.

    Something about this story makes me so happy to read it, but deep in my heart I want to cry. It’s almost like I’m Xiao Yao. I can’t explain it, but there’s a deep undercurrent of a soul searing pain…that pain you feel when you know something is missing, like a part of your heart is gone.

    Now I feel like a weirdo….

  7. So goooooooood!!!!! I really want to know what those voodoo bugs really mean but hehe I have an idea 😉 Xiang Liu smilinggggg Awwwws 🙂 thank you!!!

    • Why does everyone find him smiling charming and disarming? I find it scary and creepy because he has something up his sleeves.

      But in my head Xiang Liu is one sexy beast… And he is as dangerous as he is sexy.

  8. I can’t choose!
    Three of them is amazing. I
    Before this I’m content with Xiao Liu male form, but after this I can’t wait for Xiao Liu changed into Xiao Yao and let the Love bloom fully.

    Thank you Koala 🙂

  9. Ughhhh I love all 4 of them what to do?! Thank you for the translation. This chapter was beautiful. I’m liking xuan more when he gets exasperated by xiao lui. Such an entertaining relationship.

  10. THANKS KOALA!!! Been waiting this chapter like crazy…i was keep checking this website back an forth – it means every 5mins) LOL…i am completely insane…

    • Not sure about you, but to have 3 loving guys vying for me? No thanks. It’s so burdensome and scary. I will feel like I’m obliged to take care of their hearts! One good one is enough, haha!

      • Me too. I would completely happy with just one person who love me and I love him. But come on, meeting someone like that is sooooo hard especially with today’s hookup culture. People in my generation think it’s cool to care less.

  11. I am beyond attracted to this story. I actually dusted off my beyond dusty Mandarin and started reading it. I can only understand 70% of it and will read Koala’s to understand the story fully. I am a little way ahead but I am already alternatively happy, sad, repelled and affected by the novel.

    I love this chapter about Xiang Liu, I think this is when I started to change my initial impression. Initially repulsed by his violence, I am reminded that Xiang Liu is from a mythical world that Tong Hua created, of fantasy gods and demons and his actions does not translate to violence of a normal person in real life. Xiang Liu’s violence towards Xiao Liu is outwardly loud and blustering, intending to counter her deviousness but he has never harmed or maimed Xiao Liu. He turned her above him when they dropped into the ocean, absorbing the worst of the impact himself. Throughout their interactions, above the din of their quarreling, Xiang Liu shows his tenderness towards Xiao Liu, contrary to their bickering words.

    Jing is really like the best boyfriend ever, it is regrettable that he is maimed and scarred. His former old self seemed even more attractive when he is talkative and more cheerful.

    • To add on to your insights, I believe the violent acts Xiang Liu sometimes display may be a means to get Xiao Liu reveal herself, her girl self. He just wants her to show him her vulnerability prolly for a chance to break him (Xiang Liu) down, but apparently he doesn’t know Xiao Liu enough to know how tough he/she is. In this chapter, he was obviously trying to harm Xiao Liu to get back at Xuan. But of course being the covert softy he is, he couldn’t cause too great a harm to Xiao Liu, that’s why he took in the impact at the last minute himself.

      He also greatly enjoys their bickering. And he’s so sneaky because Xiao Liu is so clueless. Duh!

  12. I can’t thanks you enough Ms. Koala, you once again ignites my love for chinese romantic novel. I found a website with vietnamese translations, though I am grateful someone like you is doing all the hard work to produce a readable version for us readers but unfortunately I don’t understand vietnamese too much, so your precious english translation made my day every time because it seems like I am reading a completely different novel due to the fact I understand every word, every meaning you translated. All I hope is for you Ms. Koala to have a wonderful year with good health, happiness and kindness to translate this AWESOME novel for us! 😉

    • Would you mind to give me the link for the vietnamese translation please? I’ve tried to search for it but I couldnt seem to find it =O

      • Hey, just search up ‘truong tuong tu’ thats the vietnamese name for the novel. The vietnamese translations are amazing without a doubt… just that my vietnamese knowledge has its limit. Happy readings =)!

  13. I woke up this morning to see another chapter online. I cannot thank you enough Koala for the time and effort you are putting into this as I know running a blog and writing thesr long posts is hard work. So thank you again.
    This book has become crack for me and I keep asking for more.

    I also think that the Xiang Lieu knows what the voodoo bug is and played along to get it inside him, sneaky little demon that he is. Shi Qui is really a perfect Bf and its rare to come across someone like him. I got to like Xuan more in this chapter as it always seemed like he didn’t have much chemistry with Xiao Liu.
    I’m so torn between the leads after this chapter as Tong Hua keeps making me want to jump ships. Gah!!! So confusing.

    Now I’m off to read it again.

  14. Xiao Liu…you are so knowledgeable yet so naive

    Xiang Liu knows what the bug is and you probably should have researched a bit Xiao Liu because this and that promise are going to come back around

    Jing…your lot in life appears amazing but is so sad

    Xuan…when realize why Xiao Liu saved you you are going to feel massive amounts of regret but also probably be very glad

  15. So my take on this is: xiao liu has no romantic feelings towards Xuan. He is family and she cares and loves him like a brother. They share a bond that can never be broken and she would give her life for him. Her feelings for jing is sort of like the first stirrings of a gentle romance. But it is Xiang liu who exerts a magnetic pull on her. Her blood and her heart feel it but her head prob discounts this since logic tells her he would be a really bad choice –being who he is and on the losing side of a long lost war

  16. thank you miss koala…cry a bucket for DMY and YZG..and this one love it so much..always checking the site like crazy waiting fr your updates…love jing and xiao liu im rooting for then..i will never jumpship….lol

    • I’m already on this ship but looks like i’m still sitting on the edge, a little wave and i’ll fall into the sea lol jokes aside, it’s too early, I’ll be patient and wait for a few more chapters, hoping Jing will do sthing, other than doting on XL. In dramas, girls almost never fall for nice guys..

  17. I have been silently reading all this time, but I can’t help but comment now. I’m seriously in love with this novel!! I really appreciate your fast translations. Reading this novel I just can’t help, but ship her with Xiang Liu. They have the most chemistry…well one that I think could develop romantically on both sides ^^ I’m so excited to know what happens next. This chapter had me squirming and smiling to myself like an idiot. Lol.

    Btw does anyone know if there’s anyone who has translated Once Promised? I think it would be good to read it while waiting for LYF. I can’t seem to find any translations, but just synopsis/summary translation.

  18. lol the chess game scene made me laugh so hard. I can totally imagine Xuan face palm himself every time Jing let XL play haha I think Jing is the only male lead so far who has the least character development. He’s affected by the torturing and now with his fiancee presence he doesn’t really do anything. I still love him but Idk if it’s enough for XL..
    While on other hand, Xiangliu intrigues me more and more. The voodo bug, I suspect can only plant on someone who’s connected or has feeling for the other(XL), so it being so easily lured by Xiangliu isn’t surprising. I wonder if the disappearance of the walnut means anything, are they fated? While his words and actions are contradicting sometimes, this chapter really soften his image in my eyes lol and he smiled! omg. Somehow he reminds me of Sesshōmaru from Inu Yasha, old cold and kind of heartless outside but still soft if people try to dig deeper. I can understand now how many ship for Xiangliu. So far I think he’s n°1 candidate for XL’s heart (though I believe he already gets lot of supporters already keke) But I still have that impression he doesn’t want her to know his doings. Unlike Jing, who has his heart on his sleeve, XL could easily feel his affection. Now if only Jing has more confidence and be more daring before it’s too late.
    Again thank you Koala for your hard work *smooch*

    • I know girl. Years ago I had a crush on Shessomaru when I watched Inuyasha and while I read your post I realised that I have always imagined Xiang Liu looking like Shessomaru without even realising it. All hard ass and mean on the outside but a softy in the inside. No wonder I am sort of on his ship.

  19. Is it too greedy to ship all three male leads? I love that XL has the ability to exasperate Xuan with her terrible chess skills. Their bickering is so wonderful to read that I had a smirk on my face the whole time.

    I also love Jing’s quiet adoration for XL. “If I have it, you can have it,” that line slayed me. He asks nothing from her but is willing to give everything. I think it started with gratitude and grew into a quiet love because of her barbarically charming, yet naive character. I just love love love him. I did not care for JY in DMY because I’m not one to care for the silent type, but Jing has won me over.

    Lastly, Xiang Liu, the devious devious Xiang Liu. I can’t get enough of their relationship. Again, thanks so much Koala and (again), can’t wait for the next chapter!

  20. Just wanted to say that I get where other readers are coming from when they express reservations about shipping Xiao Liu with Xiang Liu because the latter isn’t above physically mistreating Xiao Liu. If this were a “normal” book, i.e., one set among humans, then I too would have issues with Xiang Liu. However, perhaps surprisingly, I’m okay with it in this book because we’re dealing with gods, demons, and other non-human, magical beings, and although they can be hurt and even killed just like regular humans, I assume they experience these things in a different “plane” from human beings and thus I don’t hold them to the same human standards of what’s “proper” and what’s not. It reminds me of growing up on Greek mythology – Greek gods were clearly modeled after human behavior, but because they’re gods, they can get away with extreme behavior that would otherwise be viewed with outrage if committed by a human being. You could say that they were parables meant to be illustrative of what NOT to do. In other words, I’ve kind of dialed down my “moral compass” in reading “Lost You Forever”. It doesn’t mean that I’m suddenly okay with things like torture and violence, or that I’m emotionally divorced from the book. Rather, I feel like I’m following along with this book in a sort of fascinated “What will they do next?” way, because they’re gods and demons and live in an epic world of glorious heroes and ruthless ambition, and I really have no way of predicting what they might do next because, well, they’re gods! Clever of Tong Hua to set her books in this mythical world, because on some levels, it sets her free from writing to conform to certain social norms/niceties.

  21. Don’t you guys think XL is the unluckiest girl?? She has to choose one from 3 great guys who all love her intensely. If it was me, I would be tortured to the bone choosing. The guilt of not choosing one of them would be the death of me!

  22. Thank you Koala for chapter 8!
    I think Xiang already knew about the bug that’s why he suggested twice to XL.
    He doesn’t want to reveal the obvious so he let her come to the conclusion on her own, plus with that he secures her promise to grant him a wish.
    If the bug gives you pain it surely give you happiness? Xiang likes what he feels in his heart…

  23. Squeals in delight. Koala, u hve rescued me from abyss over Reply me 1994 with this novel

    Thanks a million for translating Chinese to English for a monolingual me.

    I have several questions which I am quite lost

    1. How do Xiang Liu and Shi Qi know that xiao Liu is a girl?

    2. I think Xuan doesn’t know that xiao Liu is a girl

    3. Does Lao Mu know that Xiao Liu is a girl and it could explain why Lao mu doesn’t bother to arrange marriage for xiao Liu?

    Help to clear up confusion on my side

    • Lao Mu doesn’t know Xiao Liu is a girl. I think he has always seen Xiao Liu in her male form.
      Xuan might suspect the form that Xiao Liu has now is not her real form.
      Xiang Liu and Shi Qi has their reasons why they feel Xiao Liu is a girl.

      • Hi Chemie

        Thanks for clarifying

        I hope Shi Qi should speak up
        Maybe he is badly scarred and deeply betrayed by his only brother that he couldn’t trust anyone except xiao Liu.

  24. Wow that was just amazing! Thank
    You. Next chapter please *・゜゚・*:.。..。.:*・'(*゚▽゚*)’・*:.。. .。.:*・゜゚・*

  25. I am almost afraid to find out what Xiang Liu is going to ask for from the promise. I hope it is nothing like “forget me” when he does something that sacrifices himself or “stay with me” when she loves someone else..

  26. If ever the books were to be dramatized, my ideal casting: qiao en as xiao liu, huangxiaoming as Xuan, Wallace huo as shi qi/jing, Kim bum as Xiang liu:))

  27. OMG that foreshadowing of Xiao Liu’s promise to Xiang Liu. In angsty books, those kind of promises are just made to be broken.
    I also have a very bad feeling about those voodoo bugs. hmmm.
    Thanks for the translation 🙂

  28. loveit thanks! cant wait for the latest translations although im well into the third volume but hopelessly only 50% tuned in to the ongoings due to my miserable chinese lol…

  29. The chess scene – Jing reminded me of Ling Ge Ge. He indulges her with whatever she wants and I think the one who said (is it Xuan?) that “the only word in Jing’s dictionary when talking to Xiao Liu is ‘Yes’.” sums up their relationship perfectly!!

  30. What did Xiao Liu just do in this chapter? Can’t wait to see what fine mess awaits after harbinger Xiang’s fast one pulled in this chapter….

    How many ppl are pulling the strings here??

    Thanks you!

  31. It’s too early in the novel, but I seem to be shipping xiao liu and Xiang liu. I hope it doesn’t crash and burn like it did in ZYG. At the beginning I loved Meng Jui only to find out later that he would end up with his main lead. Tong Hua’s character is so real that my heart aches for him.

  32. Does anyone else think that either newbie actresses 叶青 or 林园 would be good to cast as Xiao Yao? Everyone wants their so and so favorite seasoned actresses to get the role, but I think a young rookie would fit Xiao Yao’s character in a more natural way.

  33. xiang demon owns this chapter. i think he falls for her the first time they met, when he first heard her beautiful voice. and d feeling was sealed when xiao liu says ” dont die demon” giggle giggle! but still my number one ship is shi qi! hehee, not jumping ship for now.

  34. Xiang Liu .. I am finding him fascinating. Domineering … the bug means a lot to him.. it makes him smile every so slightly .. TH’s description is surreal..

  35. Wow! 10 years later, after finished watching the first season of the drama and now midway through the second season, I decided to search for the book and here I am so very happy and fortunate to found your translation! It makes me appreciate this so much more. Wow and more wow! What a writer?! 🤯 And your translation?! Oh my, it’s really top-notch!!

    The discussions by the readers were really interesting. This made me smiled so much, so thank you!! 🥰

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